It just me....

I may not be  someone’s first chioce, but I am a great chioce. I may not be rich, but I am valuable. I dont pretend to be be someone I am not, because I am good at being me. I may not be proud of some of the things I’ve done in the past, but I am proud of who I am today.  I may not be perfect but I dont need to be. Take me as I am, or watch me as I walk away

So I get to ride this coaster again, click click click.. higher I go…. I love the thrill… everytime I notice a different curve, a different bounce.. I never feel the same way twice….I just wish I could ride it everyday, for now now, I’ll pretend the park is only open 1 day a week, and its just for me only!

I saw him today… secretly in the wee hours of the morning…

I loved how we got past the smal mundane chit-chat.

I love the way he smells.

I love the way his scent lingers on me.

I love that we are so hot together.

I love that I can have these moments.

I hate that they are far and inbetween.

I hate the time I have to wait till the next time.

Till then I have the memories, smell everything but him.

I’m going to see my baby tomorrow…I’m so gonna love the little time we have…it’ll only make each other time better and no-one can take that away from me